the results for the audition are HERE.

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I didn't get the part. TT_TT

but over 560 auditions were sent to them, so no wonder I did get it. the people who got the part are pretty good. I had no chance. so I sent my happiness to the winners . 

Halloween is so close, I just finished to make my sibling's costume, I never want to make fairy wings ever again. Man, they were hard to make.  I'm going as a cute little devil this year, but a nice devil, if that even exists. the other day my family and me went to go find costumes, why are they so expensive. TT_TT this is why most of the time i make my costume every single year, though I was lazy this year with my costume. maybe next year it will be better so I can put more time on my costume next year.

Yesterday I sent an audition by email to tried out for a part in a mini series that's on Youtube.It's kind of well known, but not really that famous. I really hope that I get the part, though my voice acting isn't all that great. The part is a princess that's in her early twenties or late teens, in the audition I tried my best, but I kept sounding like a little girl. Why do I have such a girly voice?!

Years ago I had such a deep voice, but it's so high pitched now, for some reason I sound like a little kid. Even when I pick up the phone, people keep asking if the adult of the house is there, so they can talk to them, and when I tell them that I'm an adult they get surprised because they thought I was a little girl. I really do hope that I get the part.TT_TT
I'll know by Oct 23 I guess.(that's the deadline for the auditions)

I'm a little nervous, tomorrow I'm going to get braces. after so many years of thinking about them, I'm finally going to get them. Most people get their braces when their kids. But I'm getting them at the age of nineteen. Not too old, but not too young. it's going to be a new situation to experience. No one in my family that I know of  has gotten braces before. ever since I was a little girl, I've had problems with my teeth. two operations in my mouth to correct my teeth. my family has spend the most of our money on my teeth, only my teeth. why for?
so I can have normal teeth like everyone else. my mom says the things we should care about most of our bodies are eyes, feet, and our teeth. Most of my family on my mother' side don't have good teeth. most of their teeth later in life fall off or have to be pulled out to put fake teeth. My mom is actually one of the few lucky ones in her generation. I hope everything will go well when I get my braces. ^_^      

Hello from Mexico,
Two days ago I had my hair cut, it's really short. I look like a poodle. Man, I wish I had a camera. PSP camera why did  you have to die? I miss you TT_TT .

On to other things I'm knitting a hoodie, I found the pattern for it in my local library. the book I'm using is called "Domiknitrix: Whip your knitting into shape" by Jennifer Stafford. It is a very interesting way to read. the hoodie I'm making is called "L'il Red Riding Hoodie" I really recommend this book it's easy to use and it's fun to read. it' mostly for a young audience mostly in their teens and 20s or 30s. It helped me a lot, since I didn't know how to knit all that great. 

hello audience I can't see, it's me again 4n631ic0b1ivi0n. all I wanted to say is that I'm at comic con right now waiting in line for preview night. it's kind of cool that they have internet. the last time I went to Comic Con was two years ago, and right now as I write this I remember that day. I was cosplaying as L Lawliet from Death Note. but this year I can't cosplay since I'm a volunteer. which makes me a little sad. TT_TT
Also four days ago I had surgery on my mouth, so I can't eat what ever I want, also I can't close my mouth so I talk funny, most of my family members say I sound like Sean Connery. well that's all for today until later; I don't know when. ^_^ 

My mother came back from her vacation from her hometown and she bought me materials for embroidery,(dude I'm obsessed with embroidery) and in my last post I mentioned mantilla veils, my mother gave me her old mantilla veil she had from  years ago when she was my age, (before she stop wearing them). she had it in my grandmother's house. I'm so happy . ^_^ It's in good condition for being three times as old as me. it's really beautiful, it's black ,made out of lace, the material is very soft, the designs on it look like roses, it's very modest,and it looks like a very basic mantilla. I repeat myself, I'm so happy. ^_^

Recently I've been thinking about mantilla veils. I would really like to wear them at Mass, I've seen them before when I would go to Mass in Mexico. I never really saw one of them until I was 15. But recently I've been seeing them in the U.S. so far in my research on them I really like the concept of the mantilla. It seems to be a very beautiful tradition of my faith. I really like them. I'm still debating if I should wear one.

I know that it's been some time since I've written in my journal. The reason being that I really haven't had anything to write about. Well the most interesting thing would be of the news of the swine flu. yeah, I'm sure many of you guys have been informed about that, so I won't be talking about that. I haven't really made anything lately, the closest would be finishing an embroidered handkerchief left unfinished two months ago. well I should really stop writing for now since I really don't have much to write about. good bye for now.  ^_^

I'm so happy today, I got something that I wanted for a long time. Okay so maybe a month isn't so long. I finally got a magazine on how to do silk-ribbon embroidery. : )
my collection is getting bigger. it shows how to make a cute headband, aw I wish I show it but I can't, it's kind of late. well that is all for today. sorry if it's short.  

Ok, I've have never had made a posted an entry before, I'm a total noob with this. 
I've had this account for a while now. Since this is a journal I guess I should write what happens to me in my day.


Today is my free day so that means that I have a lot of free time today,I and I've decided to do embroidery or make the design for it. I'm planning on making a Lolita skirt soon, and I'm doing designs for and I can't chose between two design I made. They're both really cute.

well it's time for me to stop for today I know the entry is really short. But just because it's my free day doesn't mean I get to be lazy and do nothing, I have house cleaning today, its the only time I get to clean time I have. well bye bye